Nice guys finish last

I had my doubts about posting this here. I'd written it years ago. It was during a time which I'd care to forget but decided forgetting would have stopped me growing into the person I am today. On one hand I hate this writing because it reminds me of what happened all those years ago and on the other I love it because I don't think I could ever explain myself so clearly again. As they say there is a fine line between love and hate, so that's why this is here.

Nice guys finish last

Has there ever been a day when all you've wanted to say is screw you to everything?
All those times when you cried out for help but no one listening?
Had enough, said you'd give up but you can't, because inside you care.
Why do you have to settle for second best all the time?
Yet still smile when it hurts so badly inside.
Everyone gets what they want - sometimes even what you want.
You say to yourself ... 'my time will come one day' ... but it never does - does it?

Then you're the one being blamed for behaving like this!
Like what? That you had enough and want something for yourself for a change.
Screw the world, fuck them all, nice guys finish last and that's the rule!!
'Friends' try and comfort you with philosophical views.
Ever stopped and realised none of that is true!?!?
'My day' will never come and I realise that through this.

One day just think to how I feel, imagine what it's like for me.
Don't ignore me when I'm walking down the street.
I'm human too, take a moment and listen to my views.
Don't call me selfish; don't say that I don't care.
Don't tell me I'm wrong and what you say is fair.
LISTEN to me because one day I will be gone.

Remember me when you're out having fun.
And don't say I could have the same if I only 'tried'
I tried so hard more than you could imagine, life isn't what you make it.
Sometimes it's just how it happens.
One day when I fall, maybe I don't want to pick myself back up!
I've finally had enough and you know what?
SCREW YOU!