Argh

Blogged on Sunday 28th October 2007 at 06:11pm With no comments - Leave one?

Why is when you decide to do something, ie. write - be creative - You get a call from your mother which brings your mood right down. I was so creative five minutes ago. Now all I have in my head is that I don't have many friends, my whole family has depression and how great my grandfather was.

Seriously, our family is a load of shit. I never knew my grandfather and neither did my mum, so she has no clue what she's talking about. I know my whole family suffers from depression with ranging degrees of severity. I don't need to be reminded thanks.

I know I don't have many friends and if I was upset about it then please, why are you reminding me? As it is, I'm happy with who I know and if I want to widen my circle of friends, I know what to do.

I feel guilty typing all that now but I don't care. It's how I feel. It gets much worse but it's not my place to throw my dirty washing all over the internet.

Breathe.

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