Disjointed thoughts

Blogged on Friday 11th January 2008 at 01:41pm With no comments - Leave one?

It's been a while since I've written anything, I'm talking about proper writing, not my blog stuff. I'm happy when I'm writing but I'm so self critical. If it's not perfect first time round, I usually get discouraged and stop.

I know things in life aren't perfect, in fact far from it. But when you try your best and your harshest critic is yourself, how are you ever going to complete anything? I think this time round I'm just going to write. Go right for it (no pun intended) and not care (too much) if it's not perfect (to me).

It's actually quite hard for me to express myself, despite people telling me I'm good with words. I don't like to moan too much about myself and when I do, I hold back quite a bit - so I can never write how I want. Maybe I should publish (I'm talking about blog publishing now) anonymously? I'm hardly secret. Anyone who knows me, or works with me can type my name in Google or any other search engine and find out stuff about me.

Does that make me big headed for thinking people would care enough about me to actually search me out? No. It just makes me paranoid. Maybe it's not so good to tell the whole world your soul. Because someone out there must care enough. Surely?

Life is one long struggle. Those who say otherwise are lying. Even people who know where they want to be, end up miles away from where they intended. And even if someone ends up where they wanted, they'll constantly be striving for more. Greed and struggle - where are the boundaries?

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